Friday, January 18, 2013

Its been a while

I vomited non-stop

Cant take anything in for now. The body simply rejecting everything away, even plain water.

Good for you. Now with nothing left to throw-up, body is replacing it with this thick red saliva.

Yup yup.. really.. its been a while now...

Something worth mentioning

Yes I know for sometime this blog has been inactive.

This has nothing to do with anything. Bear with me. I just need to write.

I promised myself that after 'it' happened some few years ago that I would always try to keep cool and control my emotions no matter how bad the situation is.

I am trying to now, and by writing this down, hopefully I could somehow control and contain it within. After all people say by writing it can give you inner peace.

Not trying to bemoan about what had happened and trying to gain sympathy our of the public. I do what I want and I don't really care what others have to say. People will always have something to say.

Aku sangat pentingkan diri sendiri? Oh yeah you got that damned right. Obviously I don't care.

Karma is a bitch. Well, if you know shes a bitch then why go and mess it up with her in the first place? Serve you right bro.

Oh well, cakap banyak pun tak guna. I will simply blame myself for whatever problem people face knowing or not knowing, as long as it is related to me, no matter how insignificant, no matter how small it is. How convenient. So now you know.

Those close to know me knows how direct and open I can be.

I take it as an advantage and I don't care what you think about it. If you don't like it, turn around show me your ass, I'll be more than happy to help you exit the door with a kick at the back.

People come and people go. Memories remains. Forgive but don't ever ever forget. Future is uncertain lets hope tomorrow will be better than today and lets make today a better day than yesterday.